DEDICATED TO HIDA

Happy Birthday dear friend.
May wishes and dreams come true for you.
Happiness will come to you in abundance.
Just you wait and see ;)

One year less of that much awaited age of 21.
Will catch up with you soon.
Missing you loads. All of you, my precious friends.

SHORT RHYMES THAT POPPED OUT OF MY HEAD

I've learnt to accept,
And never to intercept,
That the heart determines who'll stay,
But fate will find its way.

I'll always find words to preach,
Although I can never reach,
Of ways to make you stay,
Because you are so far away.

I HATE POLITICS

Have you browsed through the classifieds recently?
Such injustice.
I wake up with much admiration for the beauty of life.
But overwhelming frustrations and pure iniquity
Alter my perception.

Why teach English when Mandarin is of great importance?
Why demand for experience when you deny me of a chance?

I'm just waiting for someone to tell me that all the good jobs are on Mars.

Enough complaints.
This is simply life. Valuable lessons make us stronger individuals.

Inspired

Browsed the Classifieds this morning. Nothing.
Damn. Theres always tomorrow.
(Yeah lyds, keep remindin that to urself and u'll never find a job! ;p)

Sent Ika to school with Kakak Liz.
We did the conventional marketing.
(Think congested, wet, offensive smell and mongers who sport a "I NEED A BATH" look)
Later accompanied Kakak Liz, the-vain-one, to the salon.
Dont understand why she needs to wash and blow her hair today.
But that's just her. Everyday is a "pamper-myself" day. And looking good is of great importance.

My presence in the salon itched me to rebond my hair, a great deal.
Another motivation to find a job immediately.
Was observing the hair dressers and their magical hands.
Such great talents and skills.
Made me wonder what I'm talented in and skilled at. Couldnt find an answer.
Over the years, I've learnt so many things. But I was no expert in any of the fields.
Spent 3 years learning about computers.
But my knowledge is mediocre compared to some others.
Made me wonder. Again, no conclusions were derived as I pushed that thought away.

Headed home.
The plan was to get some rest. Sleep and escape to the land of dreams.
My sleep was interrupted the night before.
Cheerful laughters and loud conversations pried me away from slumberland.
Sharing a room with a sibling have its disadvantages.
Though I was irritated at first, I was actually thankful to see happiness written all over my sister's face.
It all started with the introduction of a new guy in her life.

Her relationship with Dino never failed to confuse me.
No words can quite describe it.
Erm .. ok fine, so I lied. There is a word, a line, a paragraph or even an essay to describe it.
But I'm too tired to think right now. So I'll skip this part.
Lets just say Dino is very unpredicatble and some of his actions are inexcusable.
Having said that, I know why she still loves him. Even I love him (of course not the same way!)
Their unofficial separation period seems very unfair to her.
She still doesn't know what she did wrong.
Frankly, to my understanding of the situation, Dino is just being difficult.
But he will have his reasons for his actions. He always does.
We'll just have to see what it is this time round.

Getting back to this new guy, Andi
After knowing him for about a week now, I can safely say this fella just fell from the heavens.
He is just too good to be true. But hey! its only been a week.
A character so cool, lovable, funny and sweet will always arouse suspicions.
He fits the description of my Dream Guy.
Fortunately, I have a stubborn heart that refuse to let go of that someone. (for now)
There would be a conflicts galore and sibling rivalry had I been interested in Andi.
Coz, he likes Kakak Liz. -phew- ;).

My lids are heavy, eyes watery and body screaming for REST.
The rebellious mind continues to think of more words for this blog.
I'll have mercy on my body and take that much needed rest.
Will be meeting up with Grace, Lizzie, Joshua and Oliver later.
(Yes! Lizzie is down from Aust. Gonna be weird to meet up after so long - not with Lizzie but with the guys)
God knows if Cheryl got to any of them. Oh well, will see how it goes.

One more thing. Before making this post, I was surfing through some blogspots.
And I came across a rather gifted writer - Jason Killingsworth.
I have such great respect and admiration for his words. Simply fantabulous. [joy/jasonshead]

-yawns- Will take my leave for now.

Damns. Just as I'm about to sleep, my mom tantalized me with freshly fried chicken wings.
Yums. Resistance is just too hard. I'm sorry body. Will feed you then rest you ok?

Oh such rebellious mind... Naughty, naughty!

Jus found out that my classmate got herself a job.
The one that Hida was telling me about.
A web designer in ScreenBox productions.
Out with the thruth - Lyds is jealous! ;)
The pressure is elevated. I NEED A JOB.
Will find one very soon. promise.

ok enough.
no more negative and depressing vibes aite.
lets talk abt happy tots and the finer things ;)