"Our doubts are traitors,
And make us lose the good we oft might win,
By fearing to attempt."

-- Measure for Measure, I.iv.77
-- Shakespeare

    "Why did you ...
     On the verge of falling,
      Got up and walk away?"

"Your dreams are like a candle and u are its only flame...
  how long and how bright it burns is up to you

Here once again. Can't sleep due to the inferno in my room.
The air-con is down & the fan is serving its purpose in my parents rm.
"Just Hold On" by Boyz II Men is playing in the backgrd.
What an appropriate song! *mockery* --
Its full of optimism and great advices tho'.
This entire week was not as conducive as I wanted it to be.
The approaching week has more to offer in terms of joy & laughters (i hope!)

Breakdown of activities:
Mon -- An entire day at the beach with D' Babes.
Tue -- Final Theory Test (shoots! that reminds me .. wheres dat damn book!)
Wed to Fri -- Class chalet at Downtown East
-- Meet up wif gracie, rini and bus on thurs

Looking forward to the beach outing on Mon .. silly me didnt post e letters!
Will give them a call tom, and tell them of the arrangements.

"Boredom is like a pitiless zooming in on the epidermis of time.
  Every instant is dilated and magnified like the pores of the face.

"Met you as a stranger
  Took you as a friend
  Hope we meet in Heaven
 Where friendship never ends"

"I guess that it's you I want to hold on to,
  but you're holding onto someone else."

Confusion surrounds me. I'm at a crossroad.
To leave it all behind or to be imprisoned in this state of depression?
Packing up and accepting an invitation
To the future sounds like the next best thing.
But it is so hard to say goodbye to 3 long years of trust, love and friendship.
I've debated this decision with myself over and over again.
At the end of it, I find myself rooted to the ground and
Suffering the consequences of my very own decision.

They say that patience is a virtue and you would reap the rewards soon after.
But till when should I wait? And would it be a fruitful wait?
I can only find the answers to these questions in due time.
My heart refuse to allow me to venture and accept happiness elsewhere.
Exhaustion had long consumed me. I'm tired of this vicious cycle.
Happiness in a split second and sorrow in weeks or months.

(Will continue to lay my thoughts soon .. Too sleepy now)

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow;
  Don't walk behind me, I may not lead;
  Walk beside me and be my friend."

Another inspiration from a gifted being called Hida :)

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