Saturday, June 01, 2002

 ouch
"Relationships are like glass.
  Sometimes it's better to leave them broken,
  Than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."


Missed an outing with the babes today.
Didnt do much. Just stayed hme.
Wasnt feeling well. Stomach churning. -ouch-
Watched 2 Hidustani shows tho'
My goodness! Didnt know that I was such
an emotional freak! Hindustani movies can
make you that way!

Will go to the Aust fair tom if I'm up for it. (wif moma)
Azi's bro's wedding tom. Meeting e gals at 1.30 Simei.

Friday, May 31, 2002

Friday:::
Had a huge and lavish dinner today.
Kak Liz blanja me and Rini to Seoul Garden buffet
Yes peops. Its HALAL now. So hurry down.

My patience and silence was tested today.
Happened along the walkway between
Timberland and HangTen in TM.
Something I feared but suspected displayed infront
of my eyes. Lets just say that ..
When the time is right, the truth will come out!
Was sad but was comforted. Confusion. -sigh-

Will enjoy some quality time with the babes tom.
All will be fine. Keep reminding that to urself Lyds!

Thursday, May 30, 2002

Entire body aching miserably.
Body temperature racing up.
My runny nose is irritating the hell outta me.
Had sore throat earlier. But strepsils did the trick.
To sum it all up, im SICK.
Hope i'll be alright once Saturday comes. *ouch* -yawns-
Drowsiness .....

Wednesday, May 29, 2002

 :)
"May we never let the things we can't have, or don't have, or shouldn't have,
  Spoil our enjoyment of the things we do have and can have.
  As we value our happiness let us not forget it,
  For one of the greatest lessons in life is learning to be happy
  Without the things we cannot or should not have."
Nothing significant happened today.
It was a beautiful day nonetheless. Just like many other days.
The clouds have never failed to amaze me.
It exudes divine beauty and the feeling of "Everything's gonna be alrite".
Do spare a minute each day to look up at the sky,
You will understand what I'm talking about.

We, humans are quite sore losers.
When our expectations are not met,
We resort to frustration, anger and depression.
We have to change our ways and
Learn to accept all things beautiful.
For those are the things we take forgranted of now
And will deeply miss later.

Monday, May 27, 2002

 ARGHhhhh!!@#?%
"Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be,
  Since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be."

Met up with Mardi and Hida today.
Talked about QuT at BK Eastpoint.
Waiting for Saturday. Gonna go for the Australian fair.
Talked to Ayah about Australia.
Things look pretty ok. The miracle can come true.
Only time will tell.

Wanna escape. Run far away from loved ones.
That last sentence is pretty ironic but very true.
Wanna put my racing and confused mind at rest.
Australia sounds like a nice plc.

Fulfilling one of my life's conquests can happen in Aust.
A degree and a chance to study abroad.
Such a nice thought.
For now, need money desperately. Gotta find a job. But where?

Met up with Rini in the evening.
Rini, the sister-figure, is always very giving and providing.
She wont take no for an answer. She's such a sweet human.
Shh. Never tell her that. For she is a Leo! :)
Always a pleasure to be around her. Must blanja her big time one day.

Sunday, May 26, 2002

Promised myself not to be affected by him.
Guess im entrapped all over again.
Gosh I hate this feeling.
*Confusion* all around. -argh-

Footnote: Hey peops,
If I had wronged you in anyway that I'm oblivious about,
Give me a shout out and confront me abt my mistake.
Hate to be stuck in a clueless situation.
Whatever you do, don't IGNORE ME!
Tell me wat you hate about me then IGNORE ME! -argh-

perseverance is a must!
"Perserverance is not a long race;
  it is many short races one after another.."

Sunday's blog. The blanks will be filled.