Done with 13 years of continuous education. phew.
You would never believe the ecstacy and the high i was in.
Never felt so good in a long period of time.
Yes. Finally conferred the Diploma in Internet Computing.

Its been a roller-coaster ride for me in the last 3 yrs.
Frankly, there were quite a no. of occasions when I thought I wont make it.
Perhaps, my parent's prayers helped me.
Or maybe I'm just losing confidence in myself.
Something that I thought was a great factor in me.

Nah, I am still one with great optimism and positivity.
Having said that,
Of course there are days, when I hit rock bottom and depression take over.
I am only human.
I console myself alot and try to pick myself up.
Not always successful, but still learning.

Slowly coming to terms that I'd never be a master cook!
Made a chocolate chiffon cake with fudge today.
That sounds great doesn't it? Sadly, it was mom who helped
me with the chiffon cake which turned out fabulous!
However, the fudge sauce, which was solely created by
yours truly received bad response from those who ate it. *sigh*
All, especially me elder sis are freaking critical on my
cooking and baking skills. Does that mean I will stop displaying
my love for cooking and baking? NO. I shall prevail! :)
Still feeling jittery and anxious about the results.

"The family is one of nature's masterpieces."

Results are out on Friday.

Frankly, I'm a little worried. Have prepared myself for the worst.
Then again, what is preparation? I'll still be dumb-founded.
And the heart will still ache terribly if anything do go wrong ...
Most of all, the look of dissapointment from their faces
Will gravely pain me. Positivity!
I need to be positive and pray for the best ..
I shall do that whilst I wait patiently for the day to unfold.


Had huge plans to go study overseas. Australia perhaps.
It is cheaper and closest to home.
I'm scared tho' to ask daddy dearest for that oppurtunity.
Maybe my paranoia is getting the better of me again.
Or maybe my feelings are well perceived this time round.
I think my dad is not too fond of me. Dont know when it all started.
But I'm slowly catching some cold vibes from him.
I dont think he fancies me all that much.
Keeps giving me those frustrated and angry eyes.
Sometimes I wish that my dad could be one of those loving
and endearing fathers that would be affectionate towards his children.
I'm not complaining or saying that he is all bad.
I do love him for all his effort and hard work to provide for the family.
Confusion envelops my mind and thoughts once again.
Beneath the clouds of confusion,
I still believe that everything happens for a reason. And
I still know that I've got to be contented with what I have.


I will soon know what the future will bring.
Whether to my liking or not,
"Make the best out of it, lyds!"

"Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry,
  Forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can,
  Forget the times and don't pretend, remember now he's just your friend"

my my my ..
its been quite some time huh? do a simple calculation of my last post
and this recent post and you'll get the no. of days I was off the comp.
Nothing significant happened to keep me apart from this machine
I sometimes refer to as "baby".
Just decided to take some time off and admire other things around me.
Loads took plc during my absence.
The picnic cum chalet I had with e babes was AMAZING & FANTABULOUS!
Tks u guys :) for the happy familiarity and absolute ecstacy.
The chalet with me tp classmates was quite fun too.
Then came my obsession with the new outlook of my blog!
FYI: The blog template was fully designed by yours truly. (hehe)
That took quite some time to develop. Alas, it was completed!
Had my graduation night at Mandarin Hotel. The theme was glamourous.
As if you dont know it .. Lyds made a grand entrance! ;p.
Dressed in a green, fully-sequinced gangra I was da bomb. hehe.
(well, at least that was my opinion)
Besides all that, I filled my days by staying home a lot!
Been saying this over and over .. but staying home can be alot of fun y'all
Just gotta know how to make the best of a situation and you'll find urself happy.
The giler lyds experimented quite a bit and the kitchen became her victim.
Yeaps, cooked quite an assortment of dishes which includes dessert too.
Spaghetti, nachos, shepherds pie, a fully hard-icing cake to name a few.
Hey, as if thats not enough, I've been doin quite a bit of household chores too dar!
Laundry, washing of dishes, sweeping, you name it, i've done it! -- hehe
Jus one more thing I must add." I LOVE MY MUMMY.
ok, i know u waiting for some reason to my sudden outburst of emotion rite?
well, shame on u! must there be a reason at all for loving my mom?